11.10.2005

sometimes, sometimes, sometimes

... I feel like i just can't handle it
any more.
like what's the point?
I want to believe, but
it just won't come,
looking for life
in desperation.
I'm no good at this
never really was
but scrape along fooling
myself, that it's all good
enough: that I'll get by
just as I am now -
the hollowed
looking for the hallowed,
avoiding the nothing
but looking for something
within.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

time to talk with someone professional, don't you think?