Deja Vu

I'd swear I've done this exact thing once already. I'm dumb enough to do it again, as if once wasn't enough, and I didn't learn from the first time. This time, though, I botched it even worse than before. What kind of idiot doesn't learn from his mistakes? The worst part of it is that I've hurt even more people than before, much worse than before, myself included. F-ing idiot.